my burial song ;)

"Run"

Are these times contagious
I've never been this bored before
Is this the prize I've waited for
Now as the hours passing
There's nothing left here to mature
I long to find a messenger

Have I got a long way to run [x2]
Yeah, I run [x2]

Is there a cure among us
From this processed sanity
I weaken with each voice that sings
In this world of purchase
I'm going to buy back memories
To awaken some old qualities

Have I got a long way to run [x2]
Have I got a long way to run [x2]
Yeah, I run [x2]
Have I got a long way to run [x2]
Yeah, I run [x4]
Have I got a long way to run [x4]


♦ i really love the song, feels like heaven ♦

trying to define ME. .

this must be so interesting. . (4me)

in the past its really hard for me to describe myself. in every interviews, diff. companies. OMG, really my tongue gets stucked . erhhh.maybe because i really don't have the time to get up close and personal with myself, though im a certified narcissist, but anyway. . leemmeee see how much i know myself... tryyyyyyy......

☼Meeeee.....
►likes-loves-hate:

•i love it when they called me n my nickname "cheena" "chee-chee" "chee" rather than calling me n my real creepy name. . - fact!!!!!
•i hate it when people r scolding @ me! grrrr.... u can talk to me in a nice way anyway.
•i really love men scent than sweet female scent. ;p
•i love jessica biel and ann curtis.. xoxoxox much! marry me!
•i like polo shirt - preferably the stripe one
•chicken lover...
•i love babies... i love taking care of them... though i never see myself having one. i cant bear eh.. im dying soon ;p
•i love drinking coffee i can drink 5 cups evrday actually i cant live without it.
•im a music lover, this is my life
•i love chucks, sneakers, sleepers.. ;)
•i like comfy full of holes shirt when sleeping, like a beggar. yeah
•im not a shitty person awww... wat i mean skirtyyyy person ehe. ewwwww
•i love simple life
•i like the feeling of being loved ;) un un!
•i like sweet people.. demonstrative, showy.... aheee... ;p
•i hate pervert maniacs! [ako lng may karapatn mang maniac. aha!]
•i hate late comers... arggg
•i so hate rain! ;( it makes me cry..down.. huhu
•i hate back-stabbers, talkshit, feelers, flirt(i h8 myself now ;p), rude animals, judgemental (im not a book)
•i love girls .. yeah. xo what if im a bi?
•i love sleeping, i envy people who gt 2 sleep full straight 8 hours.
•i like california makki! xo muchh... ;)
•im not into qtie animals.. im scared.. awww.. awww
•loves stargazing
•i like it simple
•i love taking a bath [ehehe cnu ba hindi?]
•i love making letters, songs, blog enggkk.. [dont be mistaken, im not gifted/talented inarte ko lng ;) ]
•i love salbutamol... hikhiikkk it makes my life worth living. ahaha
•i hate promises, sorry? argh! h8 it.
•i love huny...... white chocl8s ;) ahhh.. & crunch!
•i love badminton/basketball [kahit nirarayuma nko]
•yeah i love playing guitar though its not working for me.
•i hate to hurt people ;( just as i hate people who loves to hurt gud souls.. im no perfect [sad..sad]
•i love my mama, papa, half bro's and sisters, my granny , my wholeee wide family ;)
•i love myself, and my flaws


►Me:
•full of conscience
•i assume im blind ;p
•im very much transparent. what u c is what u get
•good soul [hmmm...assuming agen]
•im so hard to dig sometimes
•friendly like able nature ;)
•im pwetty scarce ;p
•im snobbish at times
•straight forward beeotcch, somehow impulsive
•moody, so don't waste saliva n me when i don't like feel talkin when im mad.
•im a home buddy person. .i think? ;p
•xoxo EMOtional, sensitive, yeah i live in a dark world
•im extremely stubborn so once i have an idea or an opinion... gudluck . it's quite impossible to change it.
•im very loyal and generous to my friends and loved ones. but never betray me, its really kinda hard for me to forgive sometimes.
•sacrifice is over used , i always make sacrifices for people i loved, my friends.. to the extreme!
•unconditional lover... i think? ;p
•im very very open minded... weelll ;)
•when i love someone i wanna show the MOST INTENSE love imaginable
•i have lots of patience and can withstand great hardships. But when provoked beyond limits, i become wild with rage and no power can withstand mEEeeeeee!
•introvert ------- awww.
•i don't go for short-lived excitement, i prefer long lasting relationships, im a firm believer of the " one and only " type of love.
•i tend to be possessive and jealous when im xo inlove... awww! dats bad.
•i want 2b emotionally secured. (ang sheeellfish! wengk!)
•when i get hurt, i becme playful, unstable , crazy bitch.. i become disorganized ;(
•im only human, imperfectly perfect for anybody
•i have some sort of powers. aha.. im superman. hikhik.
•i live to love, to fight.





can u handle me?


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

bad star is falling. . .

The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an
appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.

and i just met that beautiful person who's worth for a fall. . i was so amazed, when i heard her stories. a survivor who keeps on playing her game, and actually i wanna join her game. ;) i just can imagine how crazy my life wud be if i were on her shoes, but actually we share same sentiments in life.. we tasted the same cruelness in this life.. hmm... i salute this girl.

AND YEAH... bad star is falling

nothing 2 do

Smedes said that forgiveness is not

forgetting, excusing, or smoothing

things over. Instead, forgiving breaks

the cycle of revenge and “creates a new
possibility of fairness by releasing us
from the unfair past. Forgiving is
love’s toughest work, and love’s biggest
risk. To forgive is to dance to the beat
of God’s forgiving heart. It is to ride
the crest of love’s strongest wave. To
forgive is to set a prisoner free and
discover that the prisoner was you.”
—David C. McCasland

►well sed...

•yoh/kofi for breaktym. . . so cold here... ;(

•miss kin... awww.. ;( kmaen n kaya sya? tulog pa ang dyosa koh.

•puro kalungkutan..engk. ngblik work n nmn kse,,, npkredundant ng aking pamumuhay... arui.

•nwln ng fone si mayn, hai txt mko... ambugee.

•geezzz.... ok na kame ni pau ;) pti na din si bes... dvd ko bes ha!

•take care of me.. whoever u are.. kung cnu gsto mgalaga skn..

•un lng...

unconditional love

morning world ! ;)

wow.

◄ kin ;) wke up in her arms 2day, ;) xoxo hapi and sweet

its tuesday, and yeah.. the workaholic girl is back




" hmm.. i miss u kin ;) would u lie with me and forget the world? "

back to reality now. i have to work my ass awt! grrr..

i really enjoy the night.. wat i mean is being with you..

whew... big smile ;))))

" the truth is, when our mother held us, rocked us, stroked our heads - none of us ever got enough of that. we all yearn in some way to return to those days when were completely taken care of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, UNCONDITIONAL ATTENTION. Most of us didn't get enough. "


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10:35 in the morning

10:35 2 hours and 25 mins. 2 go!

i miss her... i miss her....

who is her?

im still finding her.

where is her?

are you der?

hey comeback her!

maybe your d one her.

fill me in her

take me away her.

fall

"okay, this is fear. step away from it. step away "

i thought about how often this was needed in everyday life. how we feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don't let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. or how we feel the need to be loved. I'm frozen with fear


yeah. turn on the faucet. wash yourself with the emotion. it won't hurt you. it will only help.

sleeping with butterflies

KIN ;)

I'M NOBODODY'S GIRLFRIEND! LEAVE MY SHADOW ALONE!

"I AM NOT EVIL, PILYA LANG!"

No really, I'm a lady. Treat me like one.

I'm really tired of the unthinkable...

"I'd rather be a could be if i cannot be an are; because a could be is a maybe who is reaching for a star. I'd rather be a has been than a might have been, by far; for a might have been has never been, but a has was once an are." ~Milton Berle

butterflies, strawberries, orange, coffee, sleeping, babyruth, tortillos, cream-o, cereals, popcorn, cotton candy, marshmallows, cuervo, ash tray, piercings, orchid, clothes, bags, havs, pillows, furry, MNG, TRN, topshop, BEBE, smooth,vitamins, lotion, yb, lighter, candles, dark corners, fast cars, movies, bed, couch, tall, nails, lips, nape, tongue, hair, ears, tattoos,beads, chains, silver, green, cam, vs, mint, scents, nu skin, polish, nada, anda, ,moola, vmv hypoallergenics, onzee, butter, 19, tita, lola, nana, nini, bing-bing, poker, travelling, pictures, films, snakes, kraits, bears, beach, davao, hiccups, happy, moody, naughty, playful, timid, quiet, patient, apathetic, FRIEND...

cheese, milk, red balloons, big dolls, rto, sticks, nick, simpsons, pepsi, rodents, slackers, patrick, dora, commuting, artsy fartsy, spectacles, glasses, flashlight, pink chucks, dirty, cosmic, marriage, men, lies, promises, roaches...go figure.

♥ no to plagiarism ♥

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